I woke up this morning to a quiet house. I put a tea kettle on and sat next to an open window. This morning was grey and cool and still. It was the fourth of july and nobody was awake, yet.
Except my daughter. Calling me from the top of the stairs. And my other daughter, answering her sister.
I made breakfast, we ate outside and Louisey sat in her swing. I read to Scouty, we watched a TV show. I packed up the diaper bag, complete with little kid servings of snacks. I kissed Louisey's chin and she laughed like it was the funniest thing that's ever happened.
And I felt ready for them to leave to go to the parade with daddy.
With a quiet, and definitely messier house, to myself again, I kind of wandered from room to room, mindlessly picking things up and putting them away. I read a few pages of a book and put it down. I thought that I should probably go to the gym, and get it out of the way.
But then, the total numbness of what I was doing hit me. I was living this precious day like all the soul and love and honesty had been sucked out of me. The gym is fine, but do you want to know the real truth? I fucking hate the gym.
I hastily put my dirty hair up and put on some running shoes and went out in search of an adventure.
Lots of people think you need to go somewhere new or exotic to have an adventure. All you really need to get away is to be at the very end of the world, all by yourself. I went to South Park, in the South Hills of Pittsburgh.
I grew up in a small mining town in Western Pennsylvania. I didn't have a lot of things, as a child. I did have the woods, though. I did have countless hours in a world that made me dizzy with freedom, where I was hidden along pathways where nobody would find me.
When is the last time you went a little wild?
BIO: Amanda is a Pittsburgh mom of two genius girls and is married to the world's sexiest accountant. She can be found either biking or baking, depending on the weather. She blogs at Last Mom On Earth.
Beautiful and inspiring (:
ReplyDeletewhat a BEAUTIFUL and honest post! a perfect way to kick off a series i'm already excited about ;)
ReplyDeletei wish i could bottle up the greenery there. it's amazing how much i miss it now that i live in the desert of el paso.
ps. amanda, our bio made me <3 you even more!!!
Sarah & Amanda,
ReplyDeleteThank you for these beautiful words and photographs. So nice to start Monday off inspired.
Thank you for featuring my adventure, Sarah! Love love love!
ReplyDeleteHa ha, I loved this! "I fucking hate the gym" felt like coming up for air after trying to see how long you can hold your breath under water.
ReplyDeleteGreat writing, I could feel the path you chose in your words. Kudos Amanda!
ReplyDeleteGreat adventure for an afternoon without the kids! Really well written!
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